I Can't Remember ...

... the last time I snuggled on the couch to watch TV.

... the last good sex I had (with another human being.)

... what a good kiss is like (trust me ... it's not been in the past ten years.)

... why it is I used to shave my legs?

... not feeling guilty about wanting to -and now actually- leaving.

... if I like doors held open for me or not.

... were there rules for dating? How about I just be myself and they can kiss it if they don't like it?

... why did I treat boys like playthings as a teenager?

... why did I think the white picket fence was the way to go?

... why didn't I think marrying the wrong guy wasn't going to catch up with me?

... the last time I slept all night. Maybe I'll go try that now.

Be well. Sleep well. Tell me how to turn my brain off.